女鬼_鬼家族_怨||恨 [ lost ]

suddenly...
I lost myself...
I lost my way...

I lost my direction of life..
I lost my brave
I lost my breath
I lost my trust to human

i feel afraid...
feel unsavety

tis is a repeating problem..
i hv no answer for it...

i hv nt strong enough to step on again actually...
luckily stil gt hubby...

recently..i feel afraid of everythg..
so i started worry...

i worry abt my family n my hubby..
i dwan they get hurt..
i started thk alot
stupid small matter stuff
n worry abt it

but i have nothin to do wif it..

this kind of freake feeling
make me feel so tired
...tired....

i have to solve my tis stu feeling
i dwan troublesome
my hubby n my family..

but i duno hw...

confusing..

I lost my way...