8/06/2008

女鬼_鬼家族_怨||恨 [ WAD the SUCK lifee]{eng}


erm....
WAD'S LIfe?

is reali tired..nit alot of power/energy to walk wif... BUT i duno hw...
no luv support
[nt reali important]
no money support
[ quite important..we nit it in our daily life]
no parent support
[VERY important for me..But..they oso nit mine support for same i oso did't gave..] [so sowieee daddy mommy]

sometime i reali feel so sorry abt my family especialy my PARENT
sometime, i mad of them jus bcos of my personal stuff/stress.. i blame..i angry...i sad.. just did't know for wad..jus act like a kids... i duno hw to relax..n enjoy myself.. i lose my way...

so i blame...Y my life is like tat SUCK
Cant it be BETTER??

Actuali..jus bcos i did't do it well of my life..so i made myself be tat hard n suffer... but wad to do..i did't expect for anythg for wad happen next
sometime i DON EVEN WAN TO
Just like bcome a persident of dharma.. i reali dun wan to actuali..but...wad to do.. many same kind of feeling n thg happened again n again.. i jus reali cant stand for it.. i hope i can treat as a challenge of my life..
but..i jus dun wan to be that TIRED
IS REALI TIRED....
I wish & i hope tat i can chance my attitute on my parent.. same to my parent too.. Don put stress on me..~
& oso i HOPE i WISH i can EARN more $$$
to take care of my parent so tat they wont be tat tired.. i noe the work feeling..btw they old oredy~ amitabah bless mee....><


wad to say... keep going & jia you on my life.. BLOG is jus my rubbish bin...
sowiee mom & dad
I LUV YA all~

[Notice: Anywrong words or wrong spelling or wrong gramma..jus FORGET ABOUT IT..]
[ i lazy to change n check><] [TQ FOR SUPPORT^^]

2 comments:

Tommy said...

For myself, writing blog is not a rubbish bin. is about share life to each another, friends and family. I courage you to change a better blog. Write blog may encourage some of your friends. You may also don't know. And also put thing into action, don't just say it or think about it. Don't be so negative about life, go and find your purpose in life? why you are livinf this is earth? I may sound like your mother. But, i really want to see changing in you. All the best..
do take care yourself.

Anonymous said...

I may not be in a position to say or judge from the views of someone's life. but speaking from my personal experience. I was someone a person like you back in your age. I came to an understanding that I do not understand things well back then as I claimed I do. I have rage, anger, pain, suffering which I do not know what to do with it. Things slowly become clearer when I grow older. I admire my parent's patience on me. I regret being a little harsh on them.

So anyway, I do hope everything goes well for you.